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how could someone be so bad @ 07:21 p.m. on Saturday, January 22, 2005
i tried my best to do what was right.. i tried to save myself from having to hurt the feelings of others.. i tried to keep the stuff they tell me as a secret.. BUT what do i get in return?!! they try to destroy MY relationship with the one i LOVE..
i SWEAR i will make the lives of all those who made mine hard, as hard or even harder than mine..
i cannot stand all these nonsence.. i get from all these people i used to call frens.. brothers.. sisters..
i want to cry but the tears cannot seem to flow out anymore.. i want to shout but i can't do that.. i want to run and scream but people will think i'm crazy..
I JUST WANT MY BOLSTER
she saw it @ 09:17 p.m. on Friday, January 14, 2005
i've just realised something.. i've not been feeling so good lately.. and i've got no idea why.. maybe there's something wrong with my body system.. i don't know......
yesternite, something happened at 01.. syikin, abg zaki's other sis, saw something not very nice to see outside the window of abg's room.
i didn't know abt it until abg went inside my room and asked me whether i'm ok.. then, i said "ok lah.." so, that was when he told me that syikin saw her outside the window.. so, we went downstairs, psl dia kat bawah.. den, on the way out of my room, i saw something lurking at the staircase at the end of the corridor but i didn't dare say or do anything..
and so.. i shut-up..
when we reached the lobby, kak adeq asked me to recite the ayat kursi into the bottle of water, then let her drink it..
and so.. i did..
she was ok soon after that.. but i guess she was still in shock..
WHO WOULDN'T
it's me.. again @ 09:35 p.m. on Wednesday, January 12, 2005
HEY! macam selalu gitu kan aku tukar-tukar blog.. hehe.. tapi takpe..
anyway... tadi kat bilek i watched crite mario mariono bros... hehe.. crite kekek ah.. about this girl who is really, really tak senonoh.. starting starting crite je dah tunjuk dia pakai make-up.. YA ALLAH!! tak senonoh gile nye!! tak pernah aku nampak perempuan mcm die.. so anyway.. die mcm terpikat dgn anak boss kat tmpt keje dia.. eh-eh.. mcm kenal je.. terpikat-pikat kat anak boss ni semua.. hehe.. ya.. back to the story.. dia kan terpikat kat anak boss tapi muka dia buruk.. so, si jantan ni tak suke dia.. dia kene kutuk tak abis-abis.. tapi the worst thing about her is.. dia kuat melatah.. melatah dia gile bapak nye.. BURUK NAK MAMPOS!! heh heh.. so, she went to seek help frm dis mario mariono bros. who is played by saiful apek and salleh yacob.. so, u can imagine dorang nye merepek kan... hahaha.. ya.. so, last-last, dia dah lawa.. and then she realised, after getting together with that anak boss, that dia ni nak kan perempuan pasal nak main.. tapi nasib baik si budak ni org baik-baik.. so, she didn't give in.. in fact, she slapped him in the face when he used force to get what he wanted.. kesian si budak pompan ni melalak-lalak bile dia balek umah.. but since now, dia dah lawa, dah lemah lembut, dah tak melatah sgt, dia tau yang dia boleh dpt mane lelaki yang dia nak....
soo.... to all u gerls out there, mentang-mentang lelaki tu hensem, tak semestinye dia tu baik.. kadang-kadang, yang buruk tu lagi baik... dan pade lelaki-lelaki yang kat luar sane, yang buruk tu tak semestinya buruk dan kadang-kadang, yang cantik dan lemah lembut tu lah, yang berbisa......
ok.. there goes.. now, i want to go check on my dear.. die ngah on mIRC.. takut ah..
SIAPE TAK SAYANG LAKI OI
and she rambles on & on & on...
I'm not a perfect person .
As many things I wish I didn't do .
But I continue learning .
I never meant to do those things to you .
And so I have to say before I go .
That I just want you to know .
I've found a reason for me .
To change who I used to be .
A reason to start over new .
and the reason is YOU .
I'm sorry that I hurt you .
It's something I must live with everyday .
And all the pain I put you through .
I wish that I could take it all away .
And be the one who catches all your tears .
Thats why i need you to hear .
I've found a resaon for me .
To change who I used to be .
A reason to start over new .
and the reason is YOU .
I'm not a perfect person .
I never meant to do those things to you .
And so I have to say before I go .
That I just want you to know .
I've found a reason for me .
To change who I used to be .
A reason to start over new .
and the reason is YOU .
I've found a reason to show .
A side of me you didn't know .
A reason for all that I do .
And the reason is YOU
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it used to be those days
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